That its ok to have nothing to talk at all, and to just be in each others company...
That its ok to want to be alone sometimes, its ok not to laugh every time. Not laughing every minute doesn't mean that I'm sad. And even if I am, its ok. Better get over with the frustration than keep it in... Go ahead and blast that person (who understands u well :))... Take out all the frustration... Or its ok to shead some tears and get done with it... (makes you feel lighter :)) Or (a happier solution) get lost in someone's words, who'll not know what's bothering you, but will make you forget it.
Record yourself, take a vedio of yourself when you're in a conversation. You'll get to know your flaws well... You'll know your expressions, your tone, your body language... Best critic for you is yourself. You wont be lying to yourself there. Observe and learn and change. Helps you grow into a better person.
That its ok not to know something at a moment, and its ok to be ignorant and ask "what is it?", "Why?", "How?". Its never late to learn anything.
That its never late to try again, or try something for the first time.
Its never late to learn how to laugh. Its never late for anything.
That its ok if you're what you're. Point is to make a happier world for yourself and be happy with yourself.
Thursday, September 25, 2008
Wednesday, September 24, 2008
On Enthu
Learning is a never ending process. Be it from an ant or from some overgrown kiddos..
Saw an enthu in those two overgrown "kiddos".. It was so strong in them that I couldn't help smiling at them. Couldn't help being happy by their simple determination. Determination to just go and get it. Determination to just have it. And try till they get it. They could think of nothing else but that at that moment.
Even if it meant loosing some friends in bus, I couldn't help thinking that there should be no luck playing any part here (its not in the script of this story called life), but their simple desire to be fulfilled.
It brought back some flushed memories in me... Something that was there, all the time, but forgotten at this moment.
A tribute to those bacchas :)
Just a feeling of this could get back some lost thing back again. :)
Saw an enthu in those two overgrown "kiddos".. It was so strong in them that I couldn't help smiling at them. Couldn't help being happy by their simple determination. Determination to just go and get it. Determination to just have it. And try till they get it. They could think of nothing else but that at that moment.
Even if it meant loosing some friends in bus, I couldn't help thinking that there should be no luck playing any part here (its not in the script of this story called life), but their simple desire to be fulfilled.
It brought back some flushed memories in me... Something that was there, all the time, but forgotten at this moment.
A tribute to those bacchas :)
Just a feeling of this could get back some lost thing back again. :)
Saturday, September 20, 2008
Wednesday, September 17, 2008
My World
Sometimes the urge to cut off from the world is so so huge, that I cannot control my eyes shutting everything out. And then there... I see a new world... A world of my own. Me is the creator of that world.. I can do whatever I want to then. Make it look so perfect that anyone in it will never dream of coming out of it.
I can change the outside (real world's) sunny weather to a sexy cloudy weather (in my world). I can go zoooooom from Blore to any other place in this world. I can bring any person I long to meet. I can talk endlessly to that person without bothering about any other duty at that present. Because I've paused the time, but the moment goes on. Its like the wind blows but the leaves refuse to fall.
I can make it so perfect. I can make flowers grow on a barren land and make it snow where it never ever had snowed. I can remove all the "viruses" (read:politicians) and make the air all healthy... I can do so many things! Heck I really can!
But hey!! get real dudet! Embrace the real world!
I can change the outside (real world's) sunny weather to a sexy cloudy weather (in my world). I can go zoooooom from Blore to any other place in this world. I can bring any person I long to meet. I can talk endlessly to that person without bothering about any other duty at that present. Because I've paused the time, but the moment goes on. Its like the wind blows but the leaves refuse to fall.
I can make it so perfect. I can make flowers grow on a barren land and make it snow where it never ever had snowed. I can remove all the "viruses" (read:politicians) and make the air all healthy... I can do so many things! Heck I really can!
But hey!! get real dudet! Embrace the real world!
Thursday, September 11, 2008
Lets Talk..
Its been a long long time. We've been avoiding each other. Avoiding a talk which should have been long done. Talk about how we've become.
The problem is known and the solution is found, but when will be the time to implement it? Its not procrastination that's going on, but ur sheer laziness to do it. The enthu is alive but when it comes to lighting the fire, the fire itself is not there..
Its not that its totally dead. Its still there, cheerful but dim. The glow is seductive when dealing with something new. It pulls you, and u get attracted to it, just like an iron to a magnet. Then suddenly its gone.
Its just like a dry forest, suddenly catches a fire. The change. It maybe starts with a small grass and then it spreads. Every tree gets seduced and they are in the heart of fire. The fire glows, and everything around is hot and bright. But then, it suddenly douses. The fire is gone. Maybe because of a rain, or maybe there was no tree to seduce. Or maybe he decided to leave it halfway, in search of another forest... When something as interesting as the other one is right there, left unfinished. Like an unfinished melody.
So honey, till when will you run? When will u turn around and face the heat?
Get exposed and just do it!
The problem is known and the solution is found, but when will be the time to implement it? Its not procrastination that's going on, but ur sheer laziness to do it. The enthu is alive but when it comes to lighting the fire, the fire itself is not there..
Its not that its totally dead. Its still there, cheerful but dim. The glow is seductive when dealing with something new. It pulls you, and u get attracted to it, just like an iron to a magnet. Then suddenly its gone.
Its just like a dry forest, suddenly catches a fire. The change. It maybe starts with a small grass and then it spreads. Every tree gets seduced and they are in the heart of fire. The fire glows, and everything around is hot and bright. But then, it suddenly douses. The fire is gone. Maybe because of a rain, or maybe there was no tree to seduce. Or maybe he decided to leave it halfway, in search of another forest... When something as interesting as the other one is right there, left unfinished. Like an unfinished melody.
So honey, till when will you run? When will u turn around and face the heat?
Get exposed and just do it!
Sunday, September 7, 2008
Saturday, September 6, 2008
Indian Speaking...
Though hum todhe corrupt hai par fir bhi hindustani hai... Table ke neeche se le kar steering wheel ke neeche tak ghoos to lete hai, par fir bhi hindustani hi hai. Arjun Singh jaise kamine hai is desh mein par A P J jaise genius bhi hai... Yeh bhi hai, par uske saath woh bhi hai.. sab hai, aur alag bhi hai.. isiliye to hum hindustani kehelate hai..
Woh choti choti galliya wid those cute chocolate skinned kiddos running around bare feet, with that lovely smile and that sparkle in their eyes... Bacche hai workers ke.. par pyare pyare lagte hai.. kyo? Kyoki unki parents unhe har baat par tokte nai hai "Waha maat kehlo! gande ho jaoge" and all... hai aaise videsh mein?
Festival aaye to wow! Sab rang birangi, wid those yummy sweets... shaadi ho toh 4-5 ghante ki wid full colours... India in all its splendor... Meet all the colours, exitement, happiness and pure joy... India celebrates! With her I celebrate!
Just couldnt stop feeling so great bout her when I was looking out of the window of my bus, staring at the street.. colourful ganesha mandals and all.. beautiful decorations... lovely! With those little one's giggles... Made me see her in a diffrnt way and forget the baddies for once...
Rock on India!
Woh choti choti galliya wid those cute chocolate skinned kiddos running around bare feet, with that lovely smile and that sparkle in their eyes... Bacche hai workers ke.. par pyare pyare lagte hai.. kyo? Kyoki unki parents unhe har baat par tokte nai hai "Waha maat kehlo! gande ho jaoge" and all... hai aaise videsh mein?
Festival aaye to wow! Sab rang birangi, wid those yummy sweets... shaadi ho toh 4-5 ghante ki wid full colours... India in all its splendor... Meet all the colours, exitement, happiness and pure joy... India celebrates! With her I celebrate!
Just couldnt stop feeling so great bout her when I was looking out of the window of my bus, staring at the street.. colourful ganesha mandals and all.. beautiful decorations... lovely! With those little one's giggles... Made me see her in a diffrnt way and forget the baddies for once...
Rock on India!
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