Existence

Tired of wondering "Why?" and never getting the answers. Are all the answers in me?? I couldn't find some answers in me, nor in anyone else. What? Is it left to some fucking "unknown"?
It gets so exhausting trying my best searching for the answers, and never getting it. I'm not dependent on that "unknown"! No, not me! I've to do it myself! Let that unknown sit and burn his ass looking below and go... "hmmmm, that's how she deals with it"

To hell with it! What is the purpose??? What? I'm here for?? I do this, and in the end I get??
Pleasure yea. But only after I do this and that what I like. But what am I here for?

Sometimes I feel like I should be like those dumb people, who don't give a damn to this. Living for the sake of living. Living for the sake of eating. Enjoy, laugh and leave a print of this memory.

But thinking otherwise makes me different! I'll leave a print in a different way. I'm here for that? What for I'm here?

Ever since I had thought about this... I get no answers! Its getting on my nerves! Why do I exist. Yea... one part is true I'm here just cos of some biological thing and all.. blah blah.. And then the same question.

But today, I reached at one point. An unfinished answer. But it calmed me down for the moment.
I'm here cos I was meant to be here. To see this beauty called life. To taste this bitter and sweet symphony and make the best of it. And enjoy it my way. Its something precious... A timed gift.

And it still ends with "Why??" Waiting for a better satisfying answer.

Not Mine..

The two poems posted are not mine. I liked it so I blogged it down here. Its by one of my very very very good friend, who has an attitude problem of not posting it in his blog. Thinks its bad...

Did u feel its bad or sad?

Abe oye, baad me gaaliya mat dena!
Sorry bhi nai bolungi.

byronian heroes (Title wasnt given to me )

Of rosy air and childish chime
Life was a pleasant dream
Between the threads of me and life
You were the seam

But in my grave heart there now gargle
The heavy air with tears and battling noise
You don't remain with me nor does exist
Of my love, the poise.

Nor does remain the chanting nights
Nor do remain the pleasant fights
Remain they now only in the grave
Where they at niht become satanic toys!

Let Earth Remain A Beautiful Planet

Deep Oceans, High Mountains
Thorny Shrubs, Rising fountains
All are atracted by its catchy net
Let Earth remain a beautiful Planet

Salty Seas, Greenish Trees
Mango, Papaya, oh! where would you find all these
Yet all are found till this date
Let earth remain a beautiful planet

Ozone Gas, Doesn't let pass
UV rays, which harm us many ways
What doesn't let go this all into man's gullet!
Let earth remain a beautiful planet

Green forests and beautiful wildlife
Are now changing into an extinct life
We are today alive because of this great planet
Let earth remain a beautiful planet

Plastic bags, lead full petrol
Where manis going, leaving his role!
Oh! Stop all this, leave this finet!
Let earth remain a beautiful planet

Yes, we have improved, I agree with pleasure
But smoke and pollution are out of measure
To pass this vote, I don't need a ballot
Let earth remain a beautiful planet

Following our ancestors' lives and lines
I also support this view of mine
Oh friends! Please help me with your good sign
To participate with me and make earth fine.

Man oh! Man, listen to her call
Listen to it and don't act like a stubborn wall!
Please help protect this beautiful planet
Let earth remain a beautiful planet

Just a little wastage, you would not mind,
But this is destruction, will major place find
On this today, I would like you to tell
To wake up man , please ring the bell

When he is awaken, give him little pain!
And then read out to him, his bad deeds in chain
Ask him whether he would like to change
Or else nature shall on him, take its revenge

Man only can make reforms,
Change this world of losing charms
One of them is Mr, Rajshekhar Vyas
Thus he is doing a work of class

When peaceful work shall come into existence
And trees will sing the song of assitance
Then we all can say proudly that
Earth has become a beautiful planet

On Religion... (ha ha ha!)

A real nice question!! It made me wondrer too! :D

Amen! :D

This is Sweet!!

Nothing is as much fun as that! Having a blast with papa that is :)


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A pull

Sitting in the canteen by the window, we saw the weather change from sunny weather into a beautiful pleasant weather. The clouds started graying slowly, and the breeze became stronger. We decided to shift our asses in the basketball court. The ultimate place in my college to enjoy such weather and that breeze...


I was quiet bubbly... but the weather was so so so so seductive.. I just got pulled to it... I became so quiet. So so quiet, that one of my friend asked me "why so quiet suddenly?"
I had no answer to it, cos I was surprised with myself. The weather was amazing... (And that baby tantrums of mine to have dahi puri suddenly! But cudnt have it cos I had only 4 Rs.. Short of 6 Rs for a dahi puri)
Then it started drizzling... Usually it makes me very very happy.... but mid sem fears, dont wanna get sick! And that resulting in my "mummie" give me some mummie talk and call me a bigger mummie. :)

Then came the walk towards the bus stop... Passing that lane itself made me so happy! My college never looked so sexier! All green and lovely.. And the flowers just looked amazing! Nature pulls me towards her like no one else!


Then came the bus ride... I was still quiet. I wanted to sit alone, by the window... The breeze was lovely! I mean I just enjoyed it. And then suddenly when the bus is moving towards my home, I smile. No reason. But a smile. There was no thought in my mind. It was all clear and calm. And along with that was that smile.

Bangalore never looked so beautiful. I am a Banglorian now. :)
At last.