That Instance of Insanity

April 9, 2011

9:45 PM

Let it settle, you’ll see that silence is the best retort. :)

Peace. V

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My Snow Globe

 

Most of the time we forget what we have when it is right in front of us, taken little care of, lying there in dust. So much of dust that the interest dies away, rather we forget about it and lose it. 

The real one:

If I apply this in real life: by the time I remove the dust and find it, it will be too late. 

Need to stop being this blind.

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Record:  Which was already in dust

Jane, Learn!

"The first step is acceptance.
The most difficult one."
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The Mended Mirror

The cracks will always be there no matter what, right?
How to get past it?
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Spectacular!

Never underestimate the power of denial.
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Irony (??)

When we were young we knew exactly what we wanted. The more we grow it reduces, dilemma begins with more and more choices and we begin to believe when we were young we didn't know what we wanted. When we have actually almost forgotten what we wanted.

The more we see, lesser real it becomes. And then we rant that reality sucks.
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Judging by the Cover 2

There are people who don't, just don't see what is in front of them in a person. They just don't see anything at all.That's how things break. Because of blind opinion. Also because of the smug feeling that they are always right.
I was one of them too, for a while.
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Another Emotion Recognised

When suddenly lots of familiarity floods in, and probably begins to kill you, this is I guess what is called as missing something/someone.
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Mangloor Lesson

February 20, 2011
10:29 AM

Real independence: Implementing the Eklavya story.
Wisdom is attained by applying knowledge. Stacking knowledge is not being wise.
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Midnight Thought - A very late realization

One day of  known comfortable change doesn't necessarily last for the next day. Or the next.
Worst is when that particular day stays in.
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One Eye Test

February 17, 2011
7:06 PM

Most of the stuffs are psychological.
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Realizations, adding another

The other realization: where there is the "Deja vu" situation, which makes a person walk out of it, once pattern is recognized.
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Between those lines

How one line can be interpreted in different ways in different states of mind, when most of the times it has one simple interpretation whatever be the state of mind.
Usually it is all clear when pre-decided view is thrown away.
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Wise ones

A kiddish realization:

Even they make mistakes now and then. So my theory of they are never wrong, failed.
And I also learnt: me making mistakes is not making me less wiser. And that it is okay to make silly ones too, now and then.
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He said..

All you had to do was ask or say that this is what you exactly want.
Don't wait.
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Nike says, Just Do It

Imagining is one thing, doing it when there is a chance is another.
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In her face

Few hours later, sitting on a bench waiting for a bus after spending time together walking around in a mall passing time; conversing:
Jane: You shouldn't have told me that.
Dad: Learn. This is reality. Face it.
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Realisations

Some realizations stop you in your tracks. Others take you in new directions. And it is a funny thing to see yourself in that new light. A new beginning.
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Wishes

There are so many wishes around me, including mine. Wish to be with this guy you love, wish to stick to the plan. In short, wish to get what everyone wants. And then something comes along and those wishes take a back seat. Some do. And the strength of it being pushed back is known with the force it is said out loud.

Some remain distant. Half already a memory, which will probably remain locked in a box. The want will still be there, which will probably be forgotten slowly with time. After all, cannot have both the choices at the same time.

Some day will get it though :)
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Clarity

"A mind that is burdened with hope is already biased and cannot see with clarity of perception of actually what is."

I got my clarity without actually pointing out the trouble.

I mixed hope and faith. Then came a small ding of understanding that, 'Faith in imaginary is blinding and hope in imaginary kills.' And 'hope tends to corrupt the mind against reality.'

All begins with a desperation to make things right again. Hoping to be given a second chance to do it all over again but in a different way by picking the other choice. And probably that is what is required, to understand that the present choice is better probably because there is attachment to it because of the energy embedded in it. Everything else becomes secondary. Probably.

If there is nothing you can do to make it all right now, don't hope for a second chance. It might probably go down the same lane as now some time later. What was done was done with some weighted thinking, whichever party responsible. What ifs will remain as it is. Accept the reality and let go.

Easier said than done.

"Imaginary" is desperation. Hope becomes expectations. A failure to acknowledge truth because of self deception. But when it is accepted (with courage) it sets you free. Pursuing freedom doesn't.

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