All smiles :)

I'm in love. With myself and life. Its so beautiful. So very sweet, like it should be. Perfect, everything is. Something or the other comes in, but then I do know what to give what importance. Isn't this beautiful part about this journey? "Learning"

I'm suddenly so out of one environment that I'm so happy, but at the same time scared that one colour of some old picture can pull me back. But then that's what strength is: resisting unwanted. Life is a choice. Says it all, ain't it?

I know 'm in love cos I sing more often, I laugh more often. Dance on every tune I like. I smile for no reason while walking alone. Mornings are chirpy and I find beauty in everything. As if there is nothing to hate or dislike at all! There is this infinite bubbling energy. Even the winter cant freeze me. Its so lovely that I'll find beauty in freezing too :) There is a way to everything and a surety that nothing sad lasts for long.

There is calm and peace and a very bright light.

Everything has to be extremes. Everything. This is another beauty of life and me. Everything is just so awesome and so perfect. Everything is beautiful. :)

All smiles, reaching my eyes. Beautiful. :D

"I"

No one cares about "I" but "I". Whats happened has happened. And what is past, is past. What can I do about it NOW? (Answer...) So why crib? Or even THINK about it? (Certain things do need to be thought about though :))

Once I understood this, everything was easy.

Now I am most of the time: "Just do it". Once done, done. Can't be changed right? :)

There is this whole new person out of me once I accepted all that. Like: Throw half sarcastic cum innocent statement to a lecturer, half smile when explaining a topic to the whole class and the dean interrupts me and says "you didnt understand it completely" when I had not paid attention to her classes at all! , duck in front of the whole class when the dean is searching for me, question a sir if he "did" teach that topic or not when writing a surprise quiz (and get "tortured" that day and the next in front of whole class again :D and laugh more about it). Get screwed for forgetting ID in front of whole class and still laugh about on whatever she called me. Its fun! Its simply fun being like this. Done being "serious".

The best part was, I could see the bright part of the whole thing, make fun of it and laugh with every one. What will it matter later?? I choose my time being happy than sit and cry over it. There is no reason for me to be sad at all when there is so much more to do and feel!

I am able to share thoughts with everyone, not just few. What the hell am I gonna do by keeping it to myself? Why not share and explore. (Some yea, are best kept personal :))

Want to buy it? Just buy it! (me being a BIG kanjoos :D)
Want to do it? Just do it!
Want to question? Raise your hand and just ask!
Who the hell cares what others think? I am being me.

Half of them are anyways sleeping or dreaming! In short: No one cares! So why do you care?

I had forgotten all this.

With all this, I'm actually very happy. Whats do I get by crying? Hell nothing (but some exhaustion and sleepiness and waste of time!)! Why not be happy then? :)

Taking life as it comes, with my baby steps to things I want or as I want it to be.

Laughter :)

Infectious :)

Tinkles my heart every time I hear it. Be it from the person I love the most to my darling niece, Jiya. The most beautiful of all is that of Jiya, when she laughs in her sleep. You cant help but smile. And some kind of tension is released. I forgot everything at that moment and felt so light. So wonderful.

Every morning she gets up (or anytime after her "short" nap) she looks around. If she sees you, she smiles. A BIG toothless smile. Anytime she sees you enter the room, she welcomes you with a smile. It is so real and so cute. Its like, she takes off your tension with that cute smile of hers!

She begins her day with a smile. A laughter if her granny is looking at her. :)

Something we've forgotten. I've I guess.

The memory I have when I laughed real hard is that, I felt real happy. I felt so light and so wonderful. Everything seemed so easy. I mean I could think clear, cos my head was clear. Everything was so simple.

I wonder, when was the last time I actually laughed like Jiyu... Its like some buried history. Need to dig it out, and say "EEEE" (SRK style in Kal ho na ho :) )

You, please "Smile" :)
Make your day!