Finally!

I should yell "Yipppe"! I finally started enjoying coding! Thanks to my research dean. (The best/worst part was, I was her object of interest today (mixture of both good and bad :D)). I never enjoyed lab this much. I was almost asked to "leave" the lab today :)

She teaches us. Not everything. Certain things are left for us to do on our own. We are not kids you see :) And that creates the interest and increases the hunger to know more. She leaves it in such a way that leaves me hungry to know more about it. And then code it to see it for myself. This has helped me to understand her subject well. She is a hell of a trainer! Sad that not all our lecturers are like her.

For the first time I enjoyed working on the subject, coding it and trying my best to make it work, even though that subject is not my line of interest. Its fun. Working in a team makes it much more fun. We understand even better. At least I did.

And it finally answered my question. And I realized, emotions are secondary! I was so engrossed today that there was no feeling of love or hate in my heart. (Man, I've come to hate the word heart!! ) Or any other shitty emotions but that of just getting the result. This is fun :D

And I'm enjoying drinking coffee!

I think I should rename my blog now.. ;)

Have I gone corrupt? Or finally on the right track?

P.S. : :
I re-read my post.. Maybe I shouldn't be so heartless. Maybe I should reserve the particular emotions for their own particular time. I shouldn't forget: I am a human. Whatever the chemicals in my head, I still feel it. It is that that makes me a unique me. And sometimes those emotions are really wonderful, with even more wonderful memories.

I guess they are important, but when required at their particular time. Till then it can be secondary. :)

Case solved :)