Moods

Today: 21 April, 2010

Wednesday

Its 5 30pm. Semi gray clouds. It’s raining real hard with the occasional thunders. The sound of rain falling on the asphalt is so beautiful that it makes me want to have a coffee and sit in the balcony staring at it pour. I’m here, sans the coffee though.

Bringing back some memories, giving me a funny tickle in my tummy thinking about it. They are romantic. They are sweet. My mood is mellow mature. Enjoying the silence in solitude. A pleasant mood.

Moods. 

It is very much controllable. But when you try to over control it, it is disastrous.

Noticed, whenever we are sad, we tend to subconsciously enjoy living in that mood. We tend to bring in more negative thoughts, as if we are attracting it more and more. Maybe we enjoy the attention then? Or maybe we want to be taken care of then? It feels sick from inside, hopeless, writing beautiful heartfelt poems. Waste of energy.

Try getting lost in the song you love the most. Sing along! Try not to control your laugh when you feel like laughing. Laughing actually releases so much of tension. Making you instantly feel much lighter. Enjoy the sound of rain. Enjoy. It is that easy to shift the thoughts; if you stop romanticising with sadness.

It’s a powerful feeling when the mood shifts to a brighter one. The self confidence, the bright smile, the bubbling energy, spring in every step... At that moment everything is unstoppable. Thoughts are beautiful. Everything is possible. There is no doubt. There is no fear.

Another catalyst in negation is possessiveness; when it is mixed with jealousy. Acidic! Love of any kind is free, unbounded. It has to be. Being possessive is fine, but not to such extent that you go insanely wild. Should be careful on whom you should let get close to you...

Stress, tension and depression... Who to let get close to? Who to get attached? Who should I care about? Who are important? Is interaction that important? At some point maybe yea. But sometimes there is more peace when there is less interaction :)

Moods are weird. Feelings... Trying to enjoy something when something else should be tasted...

And it’s best some feelings are not controlled. Love is a beautiful music. Laughter is a beautiful sound. Happiness is sunshine. It is wonderful :)

 

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