Reality and Illusion

Today: 10 May, 2010
Monday
9:30 a.m

Reality is what is. Illusion is what is not. The thoughts flow so much sometimes that what is and what is not is mixed. What is is itself not known.

The way mind works. It manipulates the thoughts for its selfish needs. It confuses itself so much sometimes that it itself cannot tell the difference after it merges reality and illusion.

The mind is you. The thoughts go so uncontrolled sometimes that they do need to be manipulated; else it is you who will start getting paranoid. Start ignoring what is there right in front of your eyes, denying it and hoping and believing something that has already happened will work some way or the other. The state of being full of hope(lessness).

Believing is good. Fighting for something you believe in is good. But fighting for something which is not there is madness. Hallucinated state I’ll say. An illusion.

Reality is bitter sometimes. It is in the strength of our minds of how we deal with it and not doubt it when it actually finds a solution, makes you happy by thinking, “shouldn’t I be sad?” Why should I be?

Thinking something is when it isn’t and still believing in it is stupid. It’s like lashing yourself with a whip each time reality breaks in when in state of illusion. More pain and more depression. Going paranoid, more unwanted thoughts and then starts self destruction, without even realizing it. The desperation to make it work, no, rather hoping it will work.

Best is accepting what is, and looking further. There is no point holding on something when you don’t even know if it is worth. It is best to first be sure, and then work. Simply holding on to some theories is not gonna work until you’re not sure of what it is that you exactly want. Be realistic. Being emotional is not being realistic every time. It is simply not to be trusted every time. It does you no good.

First is always you, then the thoughts. Because it is thoughts that affect you.

One fine day, I might be contradicting myself on thoughts. For now, this works.

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