No Return.

Its a beautiful feeling, doing what you feel like, at that very moment; not days later. That has stronger feeling of euphoria than doing it days later. Pleasure is the only thing that matters. Happiness. Even if it is having that one flavor of ice cream from that one particular brand only. Going all the way down there to have that. Call it being crazy. (though there was other work too :D)

And getting what you strongly wanted. Sometimes, when it is right front of you (what you strongly wanted), shrieking in  your face, you forget for a moment that this is what you wanted. You doubt it, and then decide against it and walk past it. Then you suddenly realize what you did, and run back again to get it. And sticking to what you wanted and having it, is another beautiful feeling.

I now wonder, how many such things I missed because I wasn't attentive enough. Cannot undo. All it matters is, I didn't do it again this time. And that is a wonderful feeling.


The main thing is, knowing what you exactly want, pursuing it, and sticking to it. Sticking, probably optional, who knows what it will be when time changes.
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