Steps

There is this small bubble of happiness when I feel I learnt something. Then I learn something much more about it and then, I have to take a step back to "I still know nothing". There is so much about it that, that little something is equivalent to nothing. Basics is not satisfying. Here, the best part is, I can take a step back with a feeling of still so much more to learn. When that is there, it is still new.

And then there are some steps which once taken, I can never take a step back. It is like once that emotion is felt, I cannot go back to the feeling it for the "first time". The innocence is gone, and there is perfect understanding of some things. Here, the best part is, I can take steps ahead, walk on and find something new.And probably better.

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