Har har har... Look who's talking!! Talking about feelings... Ditching someone so unceremoniously... Where was the big talk about feelings then? I don't think age 18 is a young age... A pretty mature age enough to understand how you should treat a person. Talking about hurting... Hurting someone so much that the person is still ignorant that he had hurt her so much. So much ignorant that, that person thinks everything will be ok. Yea it will be. Someday or the other it will. But its etched in her heart. What about that?
Is it wrong from my end to feel mad for hurting my friend? I'm not after his piece of ass, but I'm after his peace of mind, cos he spoiled her piece of mind! And had the nerve to spoil mine too! He has some ego, so does she. He should have respected that.
He has his friends to support him, to back him. Doesn't she? What am I to her then? A support. I am not scared to that kinda mild "whatever". I've people to back me too. I'm not alone either.
I've my sword: My words, my writing.
Anyways, a good attempt to try to change. But a mark left is left. Its like a mark left on the stone. Its impossible to erase it, but can be easily shaped into something else. But the mark still remains. I hope this time the change taking place is for real. If the change is real, the stone will be modified in something beautiful. The mark will be hidden.
An apology from heart is what is required. A baby step to start changing things for real, is by not repeating what was done... Love is an emotion to be enjoyed, to be felt. Heart is something beautiful, not to be broken but respected. Ditto for feelings. I respect them.
Once all this is done, I'll bring forth my hand for friendship, trying my best to forget. The peace shall be restored. (I shall try my best :) ) But the fire from my end was to be understood, not misunderstood.
Amen.
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