Happy Laughter

Madness. That's how it feels when I'm in a different world. World of total happiness and total madness. I write this one as a "sequel" to the happiness post. An addition to that one. Because I experienced something totally different this time. Totally!

I felt all light and wow when I was happy. I could actually live in it. So happy I was that I could make them laugh with me. My short happy giggles were funny enough for them to burst out laughing. And that made me burst out laughing as well.

I was fine. Really. Fine for the first time ever. And they thought I'm drunk!! I was. In happiness. I could talk anything at all. Anything that came into my mind. Freely. Without thinking "I hope I'm not making a fool of myself". That was the beauty. That was because I was totally me then. Like a kid. No mask on my face. No mask of "behaving myself" or whatsoever. I was the natural me. Me off any control of anything at all.

I could laugh on anything. Small silly things were funny enough for me to burst into some weird spell of happy giggles. And this was funny enough for them to burst out into weird spell of happy laughter again :D

I could feel all the tension ease out with every burst of laughter. Feel something new I couldn't define. When happy, there was no room for any sad thoughts at all. Those thoughts didn't matter anyways then. They were of no importance at all. Who wants to be sad anyways? It was like some kind of trance. A happy trance. Something enjoyable.

Everything around was nice. Or that mood made everything seem nice. Well it was nice anyways! Nothing could offend me. Even that car which tried to take up my space on the pavement and in the end took it. Everything was simple. I could see a solution to everything. I was cool and calm. I still was overly happy. A weird combo na? : Calm and hyper happy ;)

I could experience a new face of my own. A face with no tension. No guilt. But pure happiness.