Knowing it Clear

Its all about being with the right person. Cannot judge someone so fast. Even a year is not enough, unless you can read minds to know what exactly they are thinking.

Met a person. Was perfect to my description. Like a jigsaw piece, it fit well. No big differences, similar likes. It was like we are like a team, but still different individual. Exactly like I wanted. But surprisingly there are no feelings. None at all. Cannot have it even if I try. I cannot force myself or give myself time to feel it. One mistake is enough to learn. Fools repeat a mistake twice. I cannot jump into something just because I "think" I do "feel" something; cos I am not!

This seriously surprised me. Maybe because I'm not ready yet, or maybe because I'll have to bend some un-bendable self rules; for which I'm inflexible.

Its just fine. It is perfect the way it is right now too. And I don't want to change it. There is no intention or need too. All that matters to me is that we are very good friends. There when one needs another. Not thinking twice before calling when one says, "I'm a li'l upset". But then again I wish I could read exactly what people are thinking.

Now I do have the description of exactly what I want. I know exactly what I want and what I'm looking for. I know my priorities too. This maybe the stopping element too. More than that, I just dont want it! :)

I know one thing for sure too: I'm very lucky. And I'm not alone. :)