Do not understand the reason of pretense over anything, say: not wanting some things. Yelling it out loud and making yourself believe by making others believe that this is not what you want, but secretly wanting it. This probably happens when you misunderstand the rules of signs. I don't understand them anyways, so I supposedly assume them. Assumptions are wrong because of over analyzing, then get disappointed, become a cynic and then all that pretense.
Not sure about the new directions, because it means change. And that means moving out of comfort zone. For that need to let go.
Sometimes wish innocence is never lost, once it is lost probably all the simplicity is gone. But if it is never lost, there will be no understanding. And the mistakes will probably keep on repeating. I've no idea what I'm blabbering anyways.
Wish for a retrograde amnesia of about 5 years of my life. And if I get a chance, redo it again in a different way.
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