Whining on something that you want bad. You want it and you want it somehow. Finally, suddenly you start getting it. You are startled. You are happy, but you develop cold feet and start pushing that one thing you wanted away, in a subtle way. And when it is almost gone, you realize what you have done, and then feel bad. And almost wish it happens again hoping that the damage is not huge, so that you can act right this time.
Makes me wonder is it sheer stupidity? Is it something we don't really want and are simply stubborn about having it? Or is it a bad reaction to a surprise of actually beginning to get what you wanted when almost thought of giving up on it? :D
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