Admit.Just this one word, makes everything simpler. The faster you admit, the better off you are. Why keep that ego, and say, "No! I know what I am. I am right!" Someone says something, you listen, analyze, and see... A friend of mine kept on telling me on orkut, I'm not what I think. Maybe I was mistaken somewhere. That I live for others. I thought not. I was adamant. Today I realized, this word "admit" made everything simpler. The realization was, that I did live for others and not myself. This was proved by my earlier act of deleting and destroying whatever I loved. This was not a self destruction. This was the destruction of what I loved the most. Thats because I thought, that it didn't deserve to be seen or touched or felt by people, because it was too precious to me... Precious enough . The best solution at time was destruction.
This "admit" thing made me wonder, What does it matter?? Why do I care?? and hence I made the return of my blog. This time not to be viewed by a person or two alone. But to be viewed by everyone.
Its good to have ego, but then sometimes its good to let it go, but just for a moment, if it does some good to yourself. The thought of 'me' should be prior. This will make me sound selfish. But then who isn't? And anyways, Who cares?
No one is perfect. And the one who says he's prefect is a bloody fool born on this earth! Gaining perfection is a never ending process... There is always a huge space to keep on improving you. Admitting helped me do this. Helped me become stronger than yesterday.
Everything is so simple. We the most advanced and complicated beings of the animal kingdom, have the habit of complicating everything. The irony.
And I thought I used to admit everything...
I can laugh on myself today!
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