It really is irritating when things don't work they way you want it to be. Hate things going out of control. It irritates me even more when I've to listen to "It will be fine with time." Why do I have to be dependent on time?
It takes time to develop, accepted. Be it anything. Still that one moment there is this feeling of helplessness which tortures. Tortures so much that I'm almost on the verge of giving up. Giving up on everything.
Not knowing what is going to happen. Not knowing in what is going on in someone's mind. Not knowing what the aftermath of something will be. Not knowing is irritating. Curiosity kills. Anxiety attacks. Scared of failures when that is the only source of learning.
Strength is there. But then sometimes it does fail. It is ok sometimes I guess. I guess.
Hate being unsure too. This is so irritating!
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