Rain Memories

Today: 30 March, 2010
Tuesday
10:18 PM
(E, this is for u :) )
I surprised myself with how I really do enjoy the small things now.

It rained real hard today. The first drop of rain on my forehead, instantly made me smile bringing back all the memories.

The initial inhibitions. Wanting to do it, but killing the desire. Once the walls are broken, wonderful memories are made. One touch, reminded me of those memories.

Breaking those inhibitions made me realize how much I love rains.

Dressed in yellow, standing in the balcony, leaning on the railing and getting drenched in the rain. Smiling and enjoying it, just because someone had told me to try it... And it was worth!

 Irritated-ly standing under one umbrella with my best friend when it was raining very hard. Just because she was stubborn and had a surprise in her head which I was totally unaware of it. She making me splish splash in the rain finally to see the shocked expression on my face. Her way of showing love.

It’s written on my face how I want to try it when I’m denying it, she reading it and pulling me out without my consent. Jumping in the puddle splashing the water around and giggling. Pure fun.

Riding on her bike and it suddenly starts raining. She refuses to stop when I ask her to park. And realizing then how much I actually enjoy it.

Calling up that someone special when it’s raining; just because I wanted to share that moment with that someone.  A silent way of saying how much I love you.

It was beautiful. How easy it was to speak without inhibitions. Rain always gave that moment of breaking that wall. It does now too. Just that the walls are back again. Some things cannot be done as it was done before. Distances hurt.

It still is beautiful.

It just made me realize, clouds always have to go. Always. The sun always shines. We believe in it. I believe in it. There is no hoping here.  I am yet to see if it is true in general issues too.

Believe. :)                                

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