Theories

Today: 16 December, 2009

Wednesday

11:45 am

Theories are self made protocols, on whatever it maybe, not scientifically speaking.

I always thought, if I’m crazily passionate about something, I will never get tired of it or even complain frequently about it. Passion is something I love. If I’m passionate about something, it means I love that something. There will be no question of complaining over it, ever. This is one theory. I put it in front of a friend. He calls it tough, because I said: I’m not allowed to complain. I was wondering, “How can it be tough”? Why should it be tough? If you love it, you’ll never ever get tired of it. It will be the reason you’ll be very alive. It is the dream you always wanted and got it. Dreams are beautiful.

Anyways if it is tough, it has to be tough. And it is worth! Else how am I ever going to run after it? I’ve to chase it to get it. If there are no protocols, there will be nothingness.

Same goes with ‘life’. It has some meaning. I’ve given it, by my theories. Else it will be just like, “I’m just living.” It will be equivalent to saying, “I’m born just to reproduce and then eventually die, what’s the point?” As if there is nothing else to do in this world. As if other thing in this world are just show piece. There is more to life than just this. There is science. There is this amazing field I am dying to learn and explore. There are so many questions to be answered. If I don’t keep those so called “theories” how will I think?

I get the taunt of, “You always keep thinking”. It’s like a compliment to me. Brain has to be busy anyways right? Keeping the Alzheimer’s at bay that way ;)

What’s wrong if I think on how to make myself tougher? What’s wrong if I think on various ideas of improving the projects? If I won’t think, how on earth I’ll get ideas? If I won’t think, how will I ever move forth? If I won’t think, how will I ask questions? If I won’t think, how will I work?

Nothing can be invented or created without ideas. Nothing can be done without thinking. I wouldn’t have been able to lash all this out without thinking! It is very important! I’m quiet when I want to. There is no compulsion in this world or by anyone or even if you say, for me to speak every time. If you ask, I’ll speak. But then don’t complain.

Theories are theories. Don’t question it always. Theories are like inventions. I wouldn’t have understood how really I feel about this or thought over it if I wouldn’t have complains on how ‘tough’ my theories are. They are tough, because nothing is simple. (What connection! Don’t question it ;).)

Has to be the same with science/technical field right? If I’m passionate about it that it... Just that, then the theory won’t be a protocol. It will be much more cooler!!

Next to theories, next cooler thing is ‘why’. I get irritated stares for that too. But then, without whys there will be no thinking and there will be no understanding, and hence no creating of more theories! I guess their irritations don’t matter anymore. Society! I’m anyways in recluse mode. ;) This is much more important than them! I love this!